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Name: manduh
Location: Ohio, United States
Birthday: 8/11/1987
Gender: Female


Interests: i hate everything :)


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Member Since: 3/15/2004

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Monday, September 26, 2005

I have a cold. I can't smell anything, and I feel like uber shit.

*sigh*


Monday, September 12, 2005

Tomorrow I should be getting my ps2, and trying to walk to a store to get an application. That all depends on how hot it is though.

That's really all I have to say.


Friday, September 02, 2005

Lately my life has been pissing me off. My mom wont take me to do anything. Which I need her so that I can do all the stuff I have to do because I cant get a car until I get my temps. and I cant get my temps unless I get ahold of my dad. I cant start school or get a job with out having a car. -.- Im going to cry. I wish my mom wanted to help me. ;\


Monday, August 22, 2005

-sigh- Today seriously sucks.......

My computer is broken. I don't know how the hell it keeps breaking there is no reason at all for this to happen. There is power to the cord and through it, so it works. This time it's the part inside my computer where the charger gets plugged into that is broken. Funny thing is....... I can use anyone elses computer as much as I want and it will never break. Mines just a piece of shit and has had problems with the charger since the first fucking week I got it. So now I wont be on the computer at night at all. I can only use my step dads comp in the day time while he's at work, and I have alot of shit to do. Job hunting. School. The like..... BLAH! This is complete bullshit.


THEN ontop of all that bullshit. Shawn got his cell phone taken away. I don't see how he could seriously have done anything wrong to have them over charger the bill since he just got the phone back on friday night and didn't have it for 2 weeks before that! This is utter bullshit. So he got mad and hung up with me, and I don't have any way to talk to him from now on. Being that I dont have a computer for him to tell me to call his house.

I cant get online passed 6pm, my minutes dont start till 7. So I'm screwed on talking to him really.... Unless he's on during the day and i can tell him I'm going to call him at 7. I can't call his house passed 9 at night because his dad is like a hippie or something. (not really but wtf the boy is almost 17 y.o. lay off the fucking parental shit.)

I feel like shit because if he DID go over in some way. It's my fault. Though he never uses his cell phone during the day. He did use the cell phone for an HOUR on friday because he had just got his phone back. I seriously don't see how he could have possibly done anything to go over.

I seriously don't know. I'm going on a slight hiatus. I know I said I was before and didn't but I wont really have access to the computer. So. See you all soon.


Friday, August 12, 2005


[Friday // 08.12.2005 //  06 : 26 : 14 ]] shawn: yeah well im thinking about just getting rid of my phone
[Friday // 08.12.2005 //  06 : 26 : 28 ]] shawn: im getting tired of fucking cell phones

*some convo but closed the IM on accident.... *

[Friday // 08.12.2005 //  06 : 32 : 18 ]] Shawn: whats making me fustrated is i cant make you happy
[Friday // 08.12.2005 //  06 : 32 : 22 ]] Shawn: thats all i fucking want
[Friday // 08.12.2005 //  06 : 32 : 25 ]] Shawn: and i cant do it
[Friday // 08.12.2005 //  06 : 33 : 34 ]] Me: well what about you not having a cell would make me happy?
[Friday // 08.12.2005 //  06 : 33 : 50 ]] Shawn: wellaksjg
[Friday // 08.12.2005 //  06 : 34 : 07 ]] Shawn: well should i just fucking lie then and say hey im getting a brand new cell phone ?!
[Friday // 08.12.2005 //  06 : 34 : 09 ]] Shawn: ...
[Friday // 08.12.2005 //  06 : 34 : 23 ]] Me: I honestly dont understand how you can say you're getting sick of them... If i came to you, and was just like "im shutting my cell off so i cant talk to you anymore " and the reason was because i was sick of it. Would you not feel bad?
[Friday // 08.12.2005 //  06 : 34 : 28 ]] Me: .................
[Friday // 08.12.2005 //  06 : 34 : 32 ]] Me: I'm sorry.......



Basically.... He's sick of talking to me.




Everyone is out to make me feel unimportant this week.



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